What do you do here? Why are you in my thoughts?

You know...every time I would push you away from them...

And you punctual come back to me...so....light...

Where were you earlier? Why didn't you remain where you were?

How did you find the way to come to me...I didn't leave signs...

...in no place...

...you say me you'll find the way to come into my heart...

...but you know its door is closed from inside...

...I threw away the key time ago...

And now? What are you trying to do? Destroying the door?

You know I have fear.